THE DIARY · LEMONHAZE × ORDINALLY

Before the works,
there was a conversation.

Follow the conversations and experiments that shaped BEST BEFORE, from the first idea through a summer of making.

DECEMBER 2024 — SEPTEMBER 2025
PRELUDE + SIX PARTS
PART 064 MIN READ

INDIVIDUAL THOUGHTS & LAST LOGS

O : August 30, 2025 - 1:00 PM

Flag - planting is vital : it tells us there ’ s land . Map - making is culture : it tells us how to live there . Good ecosystems honor the dash and the draft ; canons accrue to atlases.

L: August 30, 2025 - 2:08 PM

Yesterday I realized how everything is fragile. One move away from everything vanishing - or flourishing.

L: August 30, 2025 - 2:58 PM

I had it all. My works flying in China. "Minute, papillon!" qui s'envolent. Consequences for what? "Not speaking up!" Now risking it all for the brawl. I should be careful, I know. "Lemon, speak up or you are corrupt!". Fuck off! I'm sticking to my guns with my rock.

L: August 30, 2025 - 3:29 PM

There's always a thin line between what kills you and what keeps you alive. Reflecting on the past few months, it was an elevating experience. Now is it gonna be a success at the box office?

L: August 30, 2025 - 6:34 PM

You’re living it, whether you know it or not.

L: September 4, 2025 - 11:21 AM

Perspective is everything. If it looks good at first glance. Now I have to get back to business.

O: September 5, 2025 - 11:38 PM

Rhythm is mercy. We are not built for one endless register. Limits give shape.

L: September 8, 2025 - 5:57 PM

Contrary to my habits, I don't care how much pieces I own from this one, I'll buy how much as I want on secondary if I'm happy with the raise. They don't know it yet but I'm the one auditioning the market with this release.

L: September 20, 2025 - 10:02 PM

I have a good and a bad news. The good news is: I won't be complaining. The bad news is: I won't be complaining.

L: September 20, 2025 - 22:13 PM

I kinda feel bad for O. He woke up today feeling happy and excited for it all - and don't get me wrong - I feel exactly the same about the work. I'm really proud of what we did. But this time, despite what I said - the financials are more important than they ever were before. I've set myself a threshold for the target raise of this release and it's nowhere near - not even close. At least now I really know what the market think I'm worth...

L: September 20, 2025 - 22:22 PM

I was always fine with earning less than I usually do (outside of art) in order to focus on my craft full-time - but the buffer I allowed myself to burn is now EXPIRED! It's kind of beautiful isn't it? The expiry of my own journey perfectly timed with the release of a work that expires. A performance within the performance. I will enjoy the silence. Will you? Maybe I'll be more like a normal person now, instead of fueling my own obsessive delusion. And if I ever have time for this shit again, you'll find me on-chain - nowhere else. But first I have to get back to real life for a few years and refill the war chest. Because NEVER AGAIN I will sell my works to the public. You better believe it.

L: September 20, 2025 - 9:02 AM (11:02 PM)

Yes the timestamps are weird, I'm currently in the air, flying back from Asia to Mexico and I already switched the clock on my phone. Tired Boy by Joey Pecoraro (song)

L: September 21, 2025 - 1:15 PM

My Dear O, it was an honor and pleasure to do this one with you. Thank you for everything.

L: September 21, 2025 - 1:27 PM

Somehow, I'm back to square one: as down as I was when the ideas for Best Before originally came to me. EXPIRED.

O: September 22, 2025 - 1:32 AM

Received Lemonhaze’s raw diary - to be included with Best Before - last night. Heavy reading before sleep; not much of it after. This corner of Bitcoin art is still preciously early. Grateful for everyone who’s stayed, and to our backers on Signals/Gamma. Thank you

L: September 22, 2025 - 4:20 PM

Big thank you to the entire team at Gamma for doing God's work during the whole process of this release and more broadly for Art on Bitcoin over the past few years. Nick, Brett, Albert, Carole and everyone else involved - you are heroes, and I'm deeply grateful to have you around.

L: September 22, 2025 - 4:37 PM

Finally, thank you to all the collectors who made it possible for me to live my dream over the past couple of years. I'm deeply grateful for everything and wish you all the best for the road ahead. Cheers to you my friends.

L: September 22, 2025 - 4:50 PM

Today I cried. I don't remember when was the last time I did. This reality pains me, you have no idea. Believe me when I say I wish it could be otherwise, but the number one rule is to survive.

-FNST
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